oh, i completely forgot to mention

i have a new computer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and it's awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and i'm lucky!!!!!!!!!!!!

and thankful!!!!

<3<3<3

okay day, number two

during the course of my 'good day'
yesterday, something happened that wasn't so good

not at all
no. good.
but i kept the mantra close to the
tip of my brain and remembered
'it's a good day it's a good day it's a good day'
and after that
not at all good thing happened
i continued on with my good day

i think this may be the first time
that i really truly realized that i do have the power
to decide what kind of day
i'm going to live.

feels good.

I have a feelin'

...that if I tell myself at night to go ahead and have a good day tomorrow that it just may happen. I have a feelin' that looking at everyone & everything with a whole 'nother attitude will help to heal the most busted up soul. I have a feelin' that I'm going to be havin' to tell myself this over & over again before it sinks in.