Showing posts with label humiliating. Show all posts
Showing posts with label humiliating. Show all posts

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

When I was 23


So I mentioned to Noelle that I had my journal open and was trying to think of something to write about. She says to write about a memory from when I was her age.


I said hmmmm...When I was your age, I was drunk.


I was out of college and working a full-time job, dating, hanging out with friends - but most nights were spent out drinking. Drinking, dancing, eating every meal out, spending all of my money. I saved absolutely nothing. I thought my life was great, except for the fact that one of my best friends had been killed in a car crash, which totally broke my heart. I had cheated on my long time boyfriend, too, and he dumped me, so I was out doing - let's just say - whatever I felt like doing.


Looking back on those days, I would do so many things differently. So many things, I couldn't begin to list them all. Just imagine a list like that~! There are some things that are so humiliating that I don't think I could even write them on a paper and see them with my own eyes. Yikes.


Well, there you go. When I was 23 ~ ~ eeeek.