Gemini Wilder

Friday, October 29, 2010

trapped

i feel

trapped.

it's not just my physical location
but
my BEING

my mind
my thoughts

TRAPPED

inside.

Alone.

Thursday, August 05, 2010

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

-ee cummings

it's not that i don't want to write a blog

because i really, really do

i just want to write intelligent things

and my brain is not
working

the way i want it to or the way i think it should

i need to get it looked at
because sometimes i just think i'm stupid