Wednesday, July 28, 2010

i love this

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

-ee cummings

it's not that i don't want to write a blog

because i really, really do

i just want to write intelligent things

and my brain is not
working

the way i want it to or the way i think it should

i need to get it looked at
because sometimes i just think i'm stupid

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

what a week

our final days
in our house.

it's come down to this -

by sunday we will have all of the things
that we can take

out of our house

we've been here for going on eight years

june 30 would be eight years.

i've never felt more alone

in my life.

the new house is almost all painted
didn't get to the bathroom, didn't finish all the trim
or all the ceilings

but

it's in great shape to be moving in ~

this house is in complete disarray
which as everyone knows is a big
pain in the ass

but you get through it because you
have to.

onward.